As I tumble back into an exploration of my childhood and the subtle plays that have affected me now, I begin to experience it all over again in my body.
I am a great believer in the intricate and indubitable relationship between mind and body, how the energies of our emotions create the dis-eases that torment us or heal us; the gifts of our ailments that can unlock the buried feelings of yester yore. I track any illness that arises with my Louise Hay app to remind myself where the deeper healing needs to happen, not just the extra vitamins and sleep.
And now, in simple but beautiful creation, I am not only mentally revisiting these old moments of pain, but old sicknesses are bubbling up too. Quirky pains and irritating body reactions that I have not recalled for years are rattling me but I am grateful for their reminiscing. I am grateful that their reappearance is indicative of the healing that is happening, that their absence has been not of cure but of being buried too deeply and now my body is taking this opportunity to offer the signs up again, tap tap tapping at my consciousness…. it’s time to unblock…. it’s time to heal.
Oh I am grateful for my wise wise body.